Monday, July 18, 2011

Fight or Flight


                        “This may sound like gibberish to you,
                        but I think I’m in a tragedy.”
                                                --Stranger than Fiction

When he reads that the bus comes to squash the boy,
the hero is ready to face his fate, confront the bus.
He knew he had to die.
He knew his story.

But then some sentimental alien
toys with him, plays deus ex machina
on his ass and heart,
plunges him into comedy.

And they all know he needed to die
for the fiction to work.
They all know saving the boy
and dying in his stead

is the only way to make great art—
his knowing choice to give his life,
his love, his world
to save the innocent.

He rejects the instinct to stay on the curb.
He steps out, pushes the child to safety,
stands in front of the bus,
willing to die a hero’s death.

The audience and author can’t bear it,
insist on a tired happy-ever-after ending
Refuse to fight it. Rewrite. Revise.
They flee greatness in the end.

Sunday, July 17, 2011

The Toad and the Beetle










Out of the dark rains
emerges a Sonoran toad.
His skin like an avocado,
dark, dimpled, thick.
Red dots betray its youth.
In the patter of raindrops,
his kind call in the night,
like muted horns of ships
stranded in an ocean of fog.

This toad finds rich feeding
beneath the back porch,
bugs drawn to the dryness,
clamoring to the light.
This buffet of corn bugs,
moths, and roaches suits
the hulking green monster,
until he eyes a dung beetle
big enough to fill him full.

The toad is slow, lumbers
toward this boon. The beetle
is slower, has no idea he’s
about to become Jonah
in the belly of a monster.
One gulp seems sufficient.
The toad swallows him whole.
The beetle wallows in darkness.
A contest of wills ensues.

The beetle breaks free,
bursts from the maw,
sticky from stomach acid,
reeling from noxious slime.
The surprised toad decides
his stomach is bigger
than his eyes, tries again
to consume the beetle
who refuses to be eaten.

The beetle wins a second
and third round in this battle,
tickling the throat, slipping past
clenched lips, falling to the floor,
exhausted, stuck in toxic glue.
The toad contemplates the stillness,
seems willing to call it a draw,
rather than feel scratching claws again.
Still hungry, he flees his nightmare.